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I was passing by the place the kass’at stay, and smelled a new scent. I went in to check it out. New person, said she was a wolf changer. I went in to go sniff at her, and do introductions. She didn’t seem to understand me at all. I repeated it in English, and she said she recognized my name, but was confused why I wasn’t a guy. I, uh, didn’t explain that. I left, and noticed Rogue watching me from the room. She’s creepy.

Next day, in the caern, I’m watching the fire dance (and working through my thoughts on mages - more later), and Rogue comes up, and gives me a startle. After a bit, she said she thought Deer-Metis was hiding from her, and I asked her why she didn’t hunt him down in the one place he probably is - the scab. She’s afraid of her rage in the scab. I asked if this meant she had poor control, and she claimed it didn’t. That’s weird. In explaining how not-weak-willed she was, she mentioned she didn’t hit Song-Of-Vengeance after she insulted me and my sister, and our tribes. Apparently, right after I left yesterday, the Get cub was complaining someone threatened to kill him (which was probably me, but I didn’t threaten anything), and Song-of-Vengeance apparently said it was either me or my sister, because the rest of the tribes don’t do these things. Said we were too focused on our beliefs and honour.

I’m going to have to have words with my sister about this. Maybe I don’t have honour, but no one badmouths my sister like that. Her honour is impeccable.

Cubs and cliath

Tuesday, 4 March 2014 23:00
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I've been trying to get my head straight. It's worked, sort of. Not really. But I'm trying, at least.

Met a cub. Never got his name. Never got his auspice either. He insisted he had no auspice (no "Moon Job") repeatedly. When I asked him if he just didn't know it (or have a name yet). He stomped off. I got more pissed, and demanded he submit. He frenzied. That was fun. He got me a few times, so I went to go rest. That was a mistake. So much... thought. Feelings. Other shit. I've started looking into flames, trying to find answers to my questions. They're not readily coming to me.

The day after was nothing but chores, and avoiding my own thoughts. Studying magic has been good for that. I feel like I'm close to something big, but elusive. I also made up a little pouch for my iqmiq and the herbs, so I don't have to haul my poke around everywhere. I'm not keeping anything sanctified, because it's easy enough to do that when I need it. I also checked my traps - some good stuff. I'm pretty pleased.

I've been sleeping terribly enough that I decided I needed to get things... sorted out. Really sorted out. The caern's been good for that. I started a small fire to try and sat around watching it. I don't know when, but Unfinished Business came up on me, and scared me half to death. I damn near killed her again. Maybe it's because I was watching the fire in war form. That seems likely.

Samatha, packing, and cute kin )

When they left, I found that they put more thoughts into my head that I had untangled before they got there. I’ve spent the rest of the day trying to clear this. It hasn’t been very successful.

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