Useless Cliath

I woke up to clawing at my own flesh, trying to rip parts of myself off with just my fingers. I don’t remember going to sleep in homid, but I also only remember snippets of the dream I had. Nephandic, again. It’s probably a good thing I didn’t stay in lupus, or else I could have caused some serious harm to myself, if I’d chewed off something. I felt… greasy for the rest of the day.

I laid off the the Elementalism during the day, instead using the time to try and scout for new herbs to replace the ones I destroyed. Most things aren’t in season, but I collected more willow bark, and in the lowlands I found a few relevant mushrooms that weren’t fruiting. So, I have that going for me. It took the most of the day, and it was dark before I was going home. On the way I gave a howl for my cousin.

( My cousin doesn't get anything. Useless. )

( Impressing the second Elemental )

Two elementals down, two to go.

I get out, and my cousin starts going on about ‘why you do that?’ and ‘you’re so stupid!’ and whine whine whine. I snapped on her, and told her what I thought of all the stupid, needy wolves around here. She got all cry-y, but forget that - I left.

Big fire. I made a big fire to get me warm. I’m going to get some frostbite, but that’s what staying out of breed is for.