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Cubs and cliath
Tuesday, 4 March 2014 23:00I've been trying to get my head straight. It's worked, sort of. Not really. But I'm trying, at least.
Met a cub. Never got his name. Never got his auspice either. He insisted he had no auspice (no "Moon Job") repeatedly. When I asked him if he just didn't know it (or have a name yet). He stomped off. I got more pissed, and demanded he submit. He frenzied. That was fun. He got me a few times, so I went to go rest. That was a mistake. So much... thought. Feelings. Other shit. I've started looking into flames, trying to find answers to my questions. They're not readily coming to me.
The day after was nothing but chores, and avoiding my own thoughts. Studying magic has been good for that. I feel like I'm close to something big, but elusive. I also made up a little pouch for my iqmiq and the herbs, so I don't have to haul my poke around everywhere. I'm not keeping anything sanctified, because it's easy enough to do that when I need it. I also checked my traps - some good stuff. I'm pretty pleased.
I've been sleeping terribly enough that I decided I needed to get things... sorted out. Really sorted out. The caern's been good for that. I started a small fire to try and sat around watching it. I don't know when, but Unfinished Business came up on me, and scared me half to death. I damn near killed her again. Maybe it's because I was watching the fire in war form. That seems likely.
( Samatha, packing, and cute kin )
When they left, I found that they put more thoughts into my head that I had untangled before they got there. I’ve spent the rest of the day trying to clear this. It hasn’t been very successful.
Met a cub. Never got his name. Never got his auspice either. He insisted he had no auspice (no "Moon Job") repeatedly. When I asked him if he just didn't know it (or have a name yet). He stomped off. I got more pissed, and demanded he submit. He frenzied. That was fun. He got me a few times, so I went to go rest. That was a mistake. So much... thought. Feelings. Other shit. I've started looking into flames, trying to find answers to my questions. They're not readily coming to me.
The day after was nothing but chores, and avoiding my own thoughts. Studying magic has been good for that. I feel like I'm close to something big, but elusive. I also made up a little pouch for my iqmiq and the herbs, so I don't have to haul my poke around everywhere. I'm not keeping anything sanctified, because it's easy enough to do that when I need it. I also checked my traps - some good stuff. I'm pretty pleased.
I've been sleeping terribly enough that I decided I needed to get things... sorted out. Really sorted out. The caern's been good for that. I started a small fire to try and sat around watching it. I don't know when, but Unfinished Business came up on me, and scared me half to death. I damn near killed her again. Maybe it's because I was watching the fire in war form. That seems likely.
( Samatha, packing, and cute kin )
When they left, I found that they put more thoughts into my head that I had untangled before they got there. I’ve spent the rest of the day trying to clear this. It hasn’t been very successful.
