The trainwreck had to happen eventually, right?

I woke up, and panicked. I knew it would happen eventually, but I’ve pretended like it was never coming. And I panicked. I was done here. I had to go back. I was… filthy. I stunk. I was hungry constantly, and I was soaked most of the time. I left a message for Scar letting him know about the cannibal - it was so easy when I had deeper concerns - and left as fast as I could. I need… something. Guidance. I need my head on straight. I need to talk to my sister like Shrouded Arrow said I should have.

( Cannibals, awkwardness, and questions )

I have been thinking too much.

We went back to the mountains, and I… may have asked her a few questions, asking her to keep it private. I wonder what I took for granted as a guy that she would need to figure out. Again, I get the feeling she was cool towards me. Where Esther was so glad to see me, Jacinta… I don’t know if she knew what to do with me.

( I am high as shit and the steam may be talking to me )

Holy shit the steam is talking.